Monday, August 29, 2005

when it comes to God, i want to feel something
i want to experience Him
i think i'm always looking for that great
emotion

but what if that's not it

what if my life as an artist
my love for poetry
poetry is instant access to emotion
what if i'm looking for God
to be instant
and emotional

what if He's not
at least not always
have i been looking for years
for something that just
isn't there?

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

time to be interactive

thought this was cool. why not? :)

1. Comment with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

Monday, August 22, 2005

i heart the new jason mraz cd

I'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(trying not to ask why)
cause love is a mystery
mr. curiosity
be mr. please
do come and find me

love is blnding when your timing's never right
oh but who am I to beg for difference
finding love in a distant instant
but I don't mind
oh love at least I tried, well I tried...

Friday, August 19, 2005

in case no one has noticed...

Check out the links to my pictures (found on my blog sidebar). TONS of pictures from Prague, and other summer photos on the 2nd Webshots album. Thank GOD I bought a digital camera before this summer....

Thursday, August 18, 2005

i heart chicago. :)

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Flying Dutchman

http://www.msnbc.com/comics/daily.asp?sfile=nq050814&vts=81420050722

Saturday, August 13, 2005

24, by Switchfoot

Twenty four oceans
Twenty four skies
Twenty four failures and
Twenty four tries
Twenty four finds me
In twenty-fourth place
Twenty four drop outs
At the end of the day

Life is not what I thought it was twenty four hours ago
Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And I'm not who I thought I was twenty four hours ago
Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

There's twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong

You see I'm not copping out, not copping out, not copping out
When You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, I am the second man now

And You're raising these twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
All of my symphonies
In twenty four parts
But I want to be one today
Centered and true

I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
You're raising the dead in me
Oh, oh I am the second man
Oh, oh I am the second man now
Oh, I am the second man now
And You're raising the dead in me yeah, yeah

I want to see miracles, to see the world change
Wrestled the angel, for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And You're raising the dead in me

Twenty four voices
With twenty four hearts
All of my symphonies
With twenty four parts
Life is not what I thought it was, twenty-four hours ago
Stil I'm singing, Spirit take me up in arms
I'm not copping out
Not copping out
Not, I'm not copping out

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

road tripping

so on our road trip to the UP this weekend (which was a fantastic time, by the way. waterskiing, jetskiing, tubing, swimming, laying out, s'mores, movies, and unbelievably good company) andra and liz and i decided to make a new mix cd. problem is, we don't have enough songs yet. the cd title is: top 15 movie sex scene songs. we may be expanding that to include make out scenes, since we're having so much trouble coming up with songs. what we have is great! but 6 songs don't make a very full mix. any input?

Monday, August 08, 2005

after prague
there's just
nothing
to say...

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Let me tell you all a little story I like to call... I should have stayed in Prague.

I left my beloved dorm at 4am on Saturday morning having not slept all night (Closing party, to student bar, to dorm room party...) My flight departed at 7am (though I dozed off at the gate and almost missed my boarding call!) but took off a bit late, putting me into Frankfurt, Germany at 9am. No problem, I had a long layover anyway. So my gate wasn't listed yet, I sat down, read a bit, relaxed, whatnot. After a few hours I looked at the self-check information computers to be sure my flight was on time and see if it had a gate. Delayed by 4 hours, making the estimated departure time 6:30pm instead of 2:15. Not happy. So, not wanting to wait, I asked at the information counter if there was anyway to get on an earlier flight. He sent me through passport control to the main check-in counters, specifically to the ticket sales counter for Air India. I have never seen such long lines in my life.

I waited at least an hour, probably more, among pissed off tired people, some of whom had been stuck there for days. None of them were going to Chicago, I figured I was alright. Think again. The man at the counter told me there was no way I would get on the flight. And that there were no other flights to Chicago I could even get standby on. Thanks to some sort of strike on Thursday and monsoons in India where my plane was coming from, everything was backed up. I had to wait in ANOTHER long line to get a hotel voucher and ended up at the Stigenberger Airport Hotel around 2:30pm, just in time for my free lunch buffet. (Free airport hotel food sucks, by the way).

After eating and phoning home, I decided to go check out the city and make the most of it. I didn't even mind so much that I was stuck there. Nice enough city, very urban, not nearly as cool as Prague. And the whole time I was thinking--I could be going out for drinks in Prague and meeting Angie's bloke! Ugh.

Sunday, more long lines, more bad news. The flight was cancelled altogether because of the monsoons. I went to several counters for several airlines. Nothing. No flight to ANYWHERE in the US. So after spending another 6 hours at the airport, back to a different hotel. More crappy food. I was beginning to think I'd never get home.

Monday, back to the airport. I waited in the check-in line (promising that there even WAS a check-in line!) for several hours, even talked to security about my bags. Then all the people to Chicago were kicked out of line so the LA passengers could check-in. Once they finished, back in line. At this point, I had already been there for 4 hours. Another hour or two and the lady at the counter typed in my info, made sure I hadn't picked up my luggage since coming in to Frankfurt (which I hadn't, same clothes for 3 days) and asked me if I'd like a window seat. I laughed and told her I wanted ANY seat that would get me to Chicago. And I left with a boarding pass. And two meal vouchers, because the flight was delayed by 9 hours.

I finally boarded the plane at 11pm, took off shortly thereafter, and arrived in Chicago at 1am Tuesday morning. Surprisingly, my luggage arrived also, and in one piece. Customs was a breeze, and I was home by 2:30 or so. Factoring in the time change, it was about 77 hours from the time I left the dorm to the time I got to my apartment. Nothing like a few days stuck in Germany to make me really glad to be home.